Were it summer, I wouldn’t have heard him come in
Not the crunch of leaves to herald his arrival
No
He came to tell me his stories
Those of mysterious lands from afar
Such as I wouldn’t have seen from my hearth
The pot I was stirring boiled dry
Until an acrid, unfamiliar smoke filled my throat
But the agony of seeing such wonder through his eyes alone
Numbed me to the small loss of my small home
I listened as he regaled me
Speaking slowly and clearly, as though deliberate
Driving home my ignorance
The lack of romance in my life
I watched him become animated
And thought I saw a glimmer of mockery
As he watched me closely
Peering in the darkness of my stone kitchen
At my concealed excitement
When he was finally gone
As suddenly as he came
I took a pen upon paper
And signed on it my name
I told Mama and Papa that I would be gone for a while
I knew in my heart though
They wouldn’t see me until the end of time
Yes, for those far-flung lands that day I set off
One day, my stories would light the fire under someone’s pot
Not a woman, not a man, not a being I was to be
An example, a story, an idea for someone else
That would be me
The capes and the silk stockings, the hard labour of scrubbing the deck
I took hell fire, but I didn’t turn back
Across mountains and seas, I took the roads I came upon
A rolling stone too, I was called by some
The stories I’d heard, they were not all true
But at least I knew, that now I knew
I walked until I tired, and I lay myself down
Under a magnificent oak tree, under a sky with no cloud
I closed my eyes and heard the brook babble
I was home, more than I ever was, in my mansion
Then suddenly, I felt my spirit rise and leave me
Saying goodbye to my shell, continuing its journey…