Sneaky Ways-Part 1

Hope is a marketing device for religion, a euphemism for loss and a manifestation of the desire that you may actually eventually get your way.

Campaign to make this a part of textbooks worldwide!!!

I am a product of my actions and my exes' reactions!

I posted this as my state of mind for the day in my GTalk window and the reactions I got prompted me to put this on my blog!!

More on the subject will follow and boy oh boy! Can I wax eloquent on this subject or what!!!

Someday...

Someday
I will know
What it's like
To be just who I want to be

Someday
I will have
Everything
That is meant to be mine

But sometimes
Someday like that
Seems so far away

Sometimes
When I close my eyes
I can't see
All that is to be

For I
Am the lonely queen
Of my life
Because I always keep
All those
Whom I should cherish
Far away

But no one can tell me what to do
Or what to think
Or whom to cherish
And whom to dislike

Because it's my life
My world
And someday
Maybe someday soon
I'll be able to tell the world out there
Just that

Someday
Someday soon
Dreams will be real
And I'll live in them
All the colours will be real
And I'll be alive
Life will be spring
And I'll be the butterfly

Someday
Someday soon
Maybe someday is tomorrow
But I won't know
Unless I live today
Don't know wat's going to happen
Someday!

I remember...

Every moment that we lived our other life
Every second we breathed in each other's sighs
Everytime I saw the moon shine down on me
Everytime an orange light looked our way
Everytime a curious look fell on our intertwined hands
I remember

I remember
Each time I held back my sincere words of feeling
Each time I stopped myself from being
Someone I could never think of being
Each time I tried to understand all I couldn't help but feel
I remember

Now that I look back
At the point I had to let you go
I remember that it wasn't easy to say goodbye
I remember that you still had a hand to hold
And I held on to my destiny alone
I remember now

And yet it's so easy to forgive
So easy to give
Still a place for posterity
For you as
I remember

I remember now
And will for always remember
Reminisce and revive
Even sometimes in wonder

I have often thought
Whether what I remember
Will lose its colour
With the passage of forever
But for now
I remember

You, Us and all there is to remember....